My soul-mate, lover, friend, husband. My Phil.

My blog about my first husband. He was everything I ever wanted. He may not have been the most handsome man in the world to everyone else, but to me, he was perfect. I loved him with every fibre of my body and soul. I still do. Forever.

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I am married, for the second time, was widowed. Have some AWESOME friends on the internet. Live in Blackpool. On the north west coast of England.

07 April 2006

Still as much in love

Each morning, when I wake up, the first thing I do is feel sad. Sad that I am not with Phil. That I lived through another night. Then I remember Clive, and I turn and hug him. Sometimes I wish I could stop feeling the way I do about Phil, but I know I never will. Phil was more to me then I could ever describe. My life was whole with him there, by my side.

I wonder if i will ever feel whole again? Will I ever reach the same level of love with Clive? No matter how much I would like to, I dont think I ever will.

2 Comments:

Blogger dom said...

Is Phil the man or the cute Alsatian puppy ? :D

3:54 pm  
Blogger Omni said...

You need to do 2 things right away:

1) Delete this blog before Clive finds it.

2) Accept that you're obsessed with Phil's memory and get some therapy to help you overcome this before it consumes your life.

Isn't that what Phil would have told you to do?

xo

10:11 am  

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